you know what kills me, what really haunts my deepest darkest dreams? harry using lumos at privet drive in prisoner of azkaban to do his homework. WARNER BROTHERS! Harry Potter WAS NOT ALLOWED TO DO MAGIC OUTSIDE OF SCHOOL. THAT’S WHY HE RAN AWAY AFTER BLOWING UP HIS FUCKING AUNT. Do you understand the MAJOR continuity problem in your adaptation of this billion-dollar book series? DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
I’m so conflicted about this moment always because CONTINUITY, PLOT HOLE, but also because I love the obvious and not at all subtle puberty metaphor.
Lots of thoughts and feelings and excitement and fear and growth and progress and wanting to hide in a cave about my new job, but basically it all boils down to, have you seen the ideas for sensory tables people share on pinterest.
basically I am vacillating between ‘My class, my babies,’ ownership/faking confidence until its really and a constant dread and panic cry of “ahhhhhh” as per my usual tendency to make everything bigger than it is.
But also I am more on the My class, my babies, our gr8 year, so thats good?
if these bug bites dont get better with the combination of anti-itch shit I am smearing all over them, I am going to go to urgent care and get steroids, That is just that, this is just death, this is just worse than ever, I am a bug bite, cover me in hydrocortisone.
It’s like I’m testing out this alternative life where I’m not the person I’ve become I’m the past year, but the thing is I REALLY LIKE THE PERSON I’VE BECOME IN THE PAST YEAR, she is doing things I want to keep doing for the rest of my life.
i really like long-distance domesticity. like, when you get into the habit of saying good morning and goodnight to someone, telling someone your plans for the day not because they’re remarkable but so they’ll know what you’re up to, telling someone where you’re going, if you’ll be drinking, when you’ll be home, asking someone if they’ve eaten or showered or slept or taken their meds, that kind of thing. just the habitual knowledge of another person’s life over a space of hundreds or thousands of miles. that’s cool
I have been stalking the weather in Elysburg, pennsylvania, for over a week now, because knoebels, knoebels is most important, and isolated thnderstorms, I can go if they are isolated? right? Those are just a few quick storms I can handle that, we’ll just do indoor rides like the haunted mansion until it stops. (WARNING this ride can be SCARY)
Last year when we went it poured and poured but I still had lots of fun but if it rains this year i will cry but I really am down for a road trip + rides this weekend.